jian's blog

adaptation back to singlehood

2011-09-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

Reverting back to singlehood once again feels so strange and different.. having no one to care about and having no care from anyone feels a tad strange but i guess i have to live on with life the way it is.. deleting every single memory now hurts a little but i have to do it and rightly so..

Seeing each piece of collectible or stuff lying around floods back memories but i believe time will heal all wounds.. deleting the past messages on my phone brought a smile to my face which quickly faded away as soon as it appeared.. i have to move on!

breaking the news to my friends yesterday brought a mixture of surprise and 'i knew it' faces.. well, at least it was worth the shot and i can live without any regrets.. time to put this down and take a new path in life.. anyway army's calling in november and that will hopefully be a time where i can forget everything and embark on a totally new adventure which lies ahead..

question now is, how do i break the news to my poly clique, a place and friends around where our love once blossomed and faded since.. only time will tell..

a new chapter of life begins 'once again'

2011-09-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

some things in life aint meant to be..

some words in life aint meant to mean..

theres this saying that goes 'what doesnt kill you can only make you stronger'... well, after today i have come to understand this saying a little more.. i shall not sit and ponder over what could have been or why it happened this way but move on with life and look to the future..

to my avid readers a.k.a. nobody, u will be the 1st to find out about this if anybody really bother reading this dead blog hoping to find my updated news.. anyway, to continue ranting.. maybe i wasnt doing what was required and i guess feelings fade overtime.. whatever it is, i believe i have put in my best and the returns wasnt what i expected and when people stop trying, there it goes.... my best was probably never enough and it will do both parties well to go their own ways.. good luck to her in whatever she does still..

to those advices which i failed to heed, i guess you guys were right in the end.. but whatever it is, at least i can say i gave a try.. despite the ending, at least there are are positives.. i have realised my own flaws during this long period of time.. and i will try to correct them as i lead my life ahead.. dont even feel like typing anymore stuff but just to note: a new jian shall be born! 16 september 2011

why must it end this way?

2011-08-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

so i guess its another completed chapter gone as i enter another phase of my life.. through many months of caring for another person, accepting that my actions affect not only myself and going the extra mile for this thing called LOVE..

these few months have given me a taste of many ups and downs and what wonderful experiences can also lead to disappointment and sorrow.. questions will always pop out now and then asking if i am doing enough, or whether it is worth doing? for now, i can only hope that the decision i made will be the right one and both parties can live life happier..

FOR ALL OF THE TIMES, THAT I TRIED FOR YOUR SMILE
FOR MAKING YOU THINK, THAT I WAS WORTH THE WHILE

I’M SORRY THAT IT CAME TRUE, BUT SORRY DOESN’T TURN BACK TIME
FOR ALL THAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU, I WISH THAT I COULD MAKE IT RIGHT
SO SORRY THAT I LOVED YOU, SORRY THAT I NEEDED YOU, SORRY THAT I HELD YOU TIGHT

a day where 3 almosts became a hit (only 1 person knows lol)

2011-07-09T03:15:00.004+08:00

if u ever think u r lucky escaping 3 times in a night, think again..

if u ever think tonight is a lucky night, think twice..

if u ever think what worse things can happen to u, dont even think about it..

something unimaginable happened today and I really wish to just shout it out but I got to stay strong and put on a brave front.. crisis happens in everyone's lives and it is undoubtedly unavoidable.. bigger and crazier crisis will sure befall again and I just got to learn how to handle things my way, though it may not be the right way.. nobody can be perfect in their decisions..

to whoever who reads this, dont probe and I will automatically share it with you once this blows over.. and to those who know the bits and pieces, please check if im still alive tmr.. I just realise it issnt so bad actually.. but at the point of time, u can never think straight...trust me..thinking back now, it is time i actually grow up another level and be strong in the face of adversity.. being weak and immature will not help in survival in the coming stages of life..

since im here, might as well update my current status.. enlisting in nov doesnt seem to have an impact on me just yet.. perhaps the time to worry issnt close enough yet.. seeing how my frens go in and out of army makes me ponder what my army life would be.. would it be like XXX or YYY or maybe even ZZZ?

whats life after army? get into local uni (5%), SIM (50%), start work immediately (20%), sign on (20%), die of stress (1%), do nothing (4%).. the reason why only 4% is because I will get myself thinking in army of my future.. and smth has to be done.. whats the aim of getting a job? enjoying the worklife? enjoying the salary? which is more impt? if i have to weigh them, it would be 40-60 for me.. well money minded may not be good, but think of the things in life u ought to possess.. 3k in the past was a desirable salary for me but seriously without 5k now, can u even survive the ordeal of eat,drink,sleep,shit?

talking to abel ho now about life too.. nice timing! it seems everyone has problems some way or another.. signing off.. hoping for good luck tmr..

no matter how tough the going, the tough gets going!

2011-04-30T02:18:00.002+08:00

well, this post goes out to a specific person and even though the road ahead may seem littered with stones and rocks and whatever sticks or bugs or insects, it is worth walking and even though the insects may bite and u may trip and fall over stones but the injuries will not matter as the end is bright and your injuries will eventually be healed..

tanking insect bites and sustaining bruises from stones may hurt, but are you gonna stray out of this path and not enjoy the eventual bright ending? having been through so much, are you gonna just say 'i give up'? it may seem that the rocks are piling up the path and insects are giving birth to more babies but are you strong enough to handle these for the time being?

yes, it may seem that the world didnt care.. or that the particular someone didnt try.. it may seem that to you that the world is against you and everything is unfair.. but how about clearing your mind and filling it with happy memories and times spent.. put yourself into the shoes of others and reflect on their actions.. be it open or hidden.. to you my friend, i say bear with it and happy times will soon ensued..

sound so christianish.. but yea from the heart of a non-christian des..

bo liao now.. deep in thoughts....

2011-04-23T04:21:00.004+08:00

from oct 2010 post: -

my short term target to be achieved:
1) get into bowling sch team at least for once in poly
2) get my driving license before the start of new year
3) have better luck so i can pwn in mahjong and other stuff.

reading back on my past posts, i realise i have a few regrets leaving poly just like this.. just graduated with a gpa of 3.259 and of cos i believed i could have done better.. failed to make it into bowling sch team dam! failed to get driving license by jan 2011.. or did i? 4get already... luck not very good too.. well, thats smth i cant do anything about..

didnt know my blog has a big fan hit of about 5 ppl so if u happen to read this, u r 1 of the 5.. so poly life's over and on to the next phase of life now.. waiting to be enlisted on the 9 november 2011 about 6 mths time and that seem a long way to go.. rotting my life away for these 6 mths cant be an option.. finding a bank job at the moment which pays at least $8/hr and hopefully, it would help me in my future career, whatever it is.. currently working part time at watami and slowly i find it a chore to get my ass down to work.. but i need the income so i guess i dun have much of a choice.. no part timers working at ion now so its just me and the full timers many of which are philipinos and some are *not so friendly* i will put it..

soccer tmr in the morning at 11am and im still here oops.. pardon me if im late haha..

sometimes in life, one never knows oneself is blessed until when in the end one realise it.. maybe it would have been too late.. maybe it could still be salvaged.. well, it is never worth taking the risk.. cherish it or live to regret.. dun make a wrong decision!

happy valentine's day!

2011-02-15T01:31:00.003+08:00

Today was valentines day and I went out early in the morning to get tix to singapore flyer and to movies.. time went perfectly nice tdy and everything fell nicely in place.. Started off walking dam far to the flyer and then to marina square movie "no strings attached"..

Then waited for cheryl to end work.. got the flowers from the shop and just nice she walked pass from another direction and i surprised her from behind.. PERFECT! no need hold flowers for more than 1min and she jumped in shock.. thereafter, went to fish and co and ate some valentines set.. ok la not that bad.. had drinks, soup, dessert then walked the fountain of wealth hoping for some good luck..

went to check manhatten portage for alan before heading to the flyer.. queued dam long sia zz.. so got in at 845 liddat and well, the ride was really dam slow.. doubt i will take it again.. quite boring after a while! then went to the wishing well at the flyer there.. cant believe i missed both coins.. but well,.... so ride ended just nice before the movie started at 935.. not a bad show after all..

took bus and send cheryl home after that.. exchanged gifts.. and mine was a misery compared to her damn! gave her a printed copy of a photo frame (yet to be perfectly completed) and her present was something more high tech.. some digital photo frame which is dam cool and im trying it out now.. thanks baby! :)

A good valentines day spent:) hope u like it too baby!

periodically updating in progress

2010-12-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

now is the final semester in Ngee Ann and i dun seem to miss this period of time as much as in secondary school.. well, maybe bonds and ties in secondary school were forged longer and closer together compared to current friends.. well, i will definitely still miss these poly friends though our lives might take a separate road.. hopefully, we will still keep in touch as time wears on.

Army next on the line for me and I hope i will be posted to somewhere good and at least not that shiong.. went for medical few weeks back and i m in pes b i suppose.. if i didnt read wrongly..

school life is so vexed now that i think this is probably my most slack sem.. still playing fm in class and have not even read up on any notes yet.. week 6 is ending at quiz is just this coming mon and ct on the 17th.. i wonder just how i m gonna die then.. just praying that i dun really screw up the last sem.. will be back blogging soon again..

stay tuned my dear readers.. doubt there is any lol

certain things in life are not expected nor predictable

2010-10-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hi people(if there is any), it has been donkey years since i signed in to blogspot and this could mark the start of regular blogging since I have nth much to do nowadays. Probably just working at watami and the occasional hangout with my dear girlfriend and friends.. school is starting soon in about 3 weeks time and it is the final hurdle to cross before it concludes my poly adventure. hopefully i can muster up whats left of my energy to study and end on a high.. easier said then done though..

just had a bowling school team roll off last week and an average of 172 for 10 games was definitely not school team standard but somehow somewhat Im in for school team trng.. well, theres still a glimmer of hope i suppose but trng is twice a week at somewhere dam far called tampines.. the dreaded letter has finally arrived and im due to go for the army medical checkup real soon. wonder what pes i will be in.. thought of entering army so soon is starting to creep up on me and would life be hell there? i can only wonder for now..

thinking and reflecting on life....

2010-04-24T01:28:00.002+08:00

Well, attachment has been and will continue to take a toll on my everyday's life with such mundane lifestyle of waking up early and calling people all day long. And finally here comes another weekend to savour and cherish if there is even time for that. Another 4+ months of this lifestyle will surely do some damage not only to my lifestyle but to my eyesight as well. Staring at the computer screen almost 10 hrs daily can turn a perfect eyesight guy to a bespectacled guy in the space of 5 months.

Well, this issnt much of a trouble or worry if you even consider it 1. Life is full of ups and downs and the saying goes, "once the boat reach the bridge, it will auto go straight". But i rather believe in the "if u fail to plan, u plan to fail". My future looks bleak with my ongoing pathetic studies and no hopes or dreams of pursuing anything worth pursuing. My only dream now is to don on liverpool colours playing in front of the Kop and of course, turning out not as a flop but a rising star. But this is just a far-fetched dream and not even God can help me on this i guess.. They say it only takes a spark to get a fire going, but this spark is not anywhere near me. I need a hint or inspiration to see my path ahead and carve out something this life. Mathematician? wtf does he do? banker? do i have what it takes? Its just about how you strike a balance between how much you want to earn and how many you want to be working.. Is there a perfect balance?

Maybe it is just not the time to think about this. But when would i start thinking if i dun start now.. for now, it would be - TO ANFIELD: HERE I COME. hopefully benitez sees this and rings me up out of curiosity.. If long term problems are anything to go by, short term ones require more attention and urgency. Haiz so many problems surfacing just within a tiny me. Sometimes, things just cant be expressed out so freely and openly and if only I can find another me to talk to. Money cant buy a person long term happiness but it can definitely solve short term worries and maybe bring short term happiness. well, in life u cant have the best of everything.. its fated i guess!

more life changes and it is high time for big changes

2010-03-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

well, having my attachment now in DBS and one do not realise the comfort and enjoyment of studying unless they see and feel the outside working world. doing some call thingy in DBS that sux as they are many things to settle and not just calling that simple. calling itself aint a fun thing.. 1st few days of attachment was hell bored, and i dozed off constantly oops.. i guess my grades were dozing too though it does not matter much as my poly studies were a failure.

waking up every weekday now to the sound of my dreaded alarm clock coupled with the thought of the many chores piled on my desk later on just seem to make sleep a priceless luxury. however, i do not seem to treasure this luxury with my sleeping time usually fixed at 12-1. well, its time i start trying to sleep early.. watched the man u bayern game ytd night at 3am partly thanks to my casual remark. told my bro to wake me up but forgotten to call off this remark when my eyes were still opened at 12. so, i ended up being awoken and of course, watched the match since its there already. found it hard to sleep after that in which man u lost 2-1 but thankfully, i still managed to tank through the day with ease..

3+ months together with my beloved already and well, i think its time i become more matured.. whatever i do now would, could and might not only affect just myself.. It takes 2 hands to clap and without 1 it wouldnt be called a clap.. shall let nature takes its course..

after thinking so long, only 2 occupations currently suits me and more will be coming up i hope.. no.1 dream would be being a liverpool player though this dream is a bit far-fetched.. no.2 would be a composer coz i tend to sing lyrics wrongly and anyhow.. so this occupation kinda suit me.. no.3 would be coming up soon.. once i realise my potential and discover myself more.. 2nite post is rather long coz its once in a blue moon that i blog..

shall see whether can catch arsenal vs barcelona 2nite with my bros help.. hopefully i wont die tmr if i watch.. thats all folks!

well, so much has changed since i last posted..

2010-02-10T00:39:00.002+08:00

2 months has passed since i last posted and looking back, there are some ups and downs.. Projects are all over and exams are fast approaching.. i wish to type i m prepared for the exams coz its just a mere 8 days away.. and take away the chinese new yr.. effectively 5 days left! and i have not started much.. gosh! wheres my study mood? pls come quickly or im dead..

few months ago i didnt think i would have a girlfriend anytime soon... but as things are.. i have a girlfriend now:) her name is cheryl and yea by right we have been together for 1 month plus already and hopefully this relationship can last a long time since its my first..

lots of xin shi now.. if only life can be so easy and carefree.. theres a limit to everything one can do..haizz.. anyway chinese new yr fast approaching and then its exams and then 2 weeks after exams end.. its attachment at DBS.. hopefully attachment dun kill me.. long hours + tough work will sure kill.. got to report to work at 830 which is so freaking early.. how m i going to survive 5 months there? guess when the time comes.. i will just do it..

Instead of studying now, I am doing many other bo liao stuff other than studying.. can even thinking of blogging even though it has been so long since i last blogged.. tmr shall go sch and study and maybe get back a little of my study mood hopefully.. i shld STOP slacking!!

what a rush of project

2009-12-04T22:58:00.002+08:00

had a deadline to meet today and it was at 530pm for our bcomm project.. met in sch at around 10 in the morning to try to complete our remaining parts for the long report.. dressed formally for another bcomm presentation (role-play) at 1140am.. what a hectic day today.. met at ourspace and did work till 11+ before heading to class.. did our role play and proceeded for lunch at makan place later.. da-baoed and went back to ourspace to continued our project..
we all thought we were early as we reached the printing shop at 420 and god knows, we waited and waited and it was 540 by the time we were done.. and I did an immoral thing which cannot be revealed here.. and i juz realised how expensive colour printing is.. we went from 50c and ourspace to $1.30 a page at canteen 2 to finally library 80c per page.. haizzz.. after handing in late, we went to eat at seven mile and homed after that

what a week it has been..

2009-11-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

starting with mon, it was elearning week and thus, no face-to-face lessons with the chers.. but a truckload of work was on hand to be completed.. i 4got what happened on mon and tues already so we shall start with wed which was ytd... ytd had cage early in the morning from 8-12 and it was tiring coz of lack of exercise for the past month.. had 5 teams in total and i think we won the most matches haha.. fun day at the cage as i was luckier tis time, scoring goals that i would miss the last time i played at the cage. 1 memorable goal was a lob from arnd the corner flag there that bounced into the goal, defying the art of physics..

after the game, we went to bathe at the table tennis centre there and we were supposed to head to just acia for lunch but somehow walked to fish n co and had the set lunch there.. stoned for quite long there, undecisive of our next destination.. long minutes or even hours of thinking brought us the idea of going to T-cube to chill but to our dismay, when we reached pp, the shop was closed and gone! what a trip.. went home soon after to do elearning work and till now, still have loads of work not done..

moving on to today, overslept for project meeting at 11am in sch.. however, aint the only 1 late as all arrived later.. rushed out of my hse in record time but i could haf taken my time.. did some talking about proj in sch and i think i m missing out a lot of things.. ps them halfway to go work which starts at 2.. left sch at 120 and was late by a few mins.. cheney n ting were eating with their frens at watami when i got there and yea left soon after i arrived.. worked till 8 and then home sweet home.. shall continue to chiong my elearning now or else no time to do tmr le.. if only there was 48 hrs a day.. life would be so much more relax..

few days update at a go

2009-11-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

starting with thursday which was IS day, went to school early in the morning and had breakfast... then proceeded to class and thought of ideas to start our business.. of course, no good ideas were generated and we sort of went to school to show face only.. our cher is a ECE cher so he talks about science stuff all day long.. persuading us to join ECE, he showcased his science knowledge to us by enlightening us with how the sensor in the lift works, how the cooler for the air con works etc.. tea was on him at makan place during our break and it was science all the way.. funny guy!
studied afp after sch and then went to sp for some briefing on forex challenge.. then home sweet home..

moving on to friday, went to sch as usual till 4 and then went out with alan n mok.. ate some chicken rice sitting at some pathetic place haha.. and saw wei yang somemore.. n1..

and tis morning went for the forex challenge at millenia walk.. got owned dam bad as me n shawn lost a total of close to 400k.. stupid com screwed up i think.. then went to raffles city with aston n shawn to stone and walked over to far east.. slacked there and then headed to takashimaya where we sat at some china restaurant and drank a cup of chinese tea each and sat for 2 hrs.. the place was crowded too but we were thick skinned haha.. headed to dhoby to meet mok n alan after that and had dinner at kopitiam.. what a 'good' halloween spent! too bad everybody's busy haiz..

afp exam to come in 1 week time and it is high time i start mugging for it.. need lots of luck to pass and my schedule will finally be lighter after this exam..

a tiring semester ahead with lots of stuff to do!!

2009-10-26T21:33:00.004+08:00

mega lots of things coming up.. how am i going to cope?!??! things to do ranges from school to work to driving... lectures are becoming a must to attend, work averages twice a week and driving three times a week if i m gonna get my license before the driving centre moves to woodlands..

starting with this week, i haf sch everyday and forex challenge briefing on thurs and the challenge itself on saturday.. supposed to have cca 2day but of course pon.. and working on tues.. luckily sunday they dun nid me.. GOSH!! my system will break down very soon.. 2day suppose to go watch j wong match but had to ps him.. coz i will definitely fall asleep at the match.. slept at 3 ytd after watching liverpool triumph over man u and well, i m proud of liverpool and owen for doing what was right.. next week having the BTT trial test on 5th november and hopefully can get it over soon.. on the 7th got afp exam.. it is freaking expensive and i better pass it.. i really cant afford to fail seeing the money and energy spent in studying it..

2day went to sch to have breakfast b4 going for lecture and well, i really struggled to keep awake.. but i succeeded.. then went for break and had 2 tutorials after that.. bcomm was retarded as i stoned throughout again and when treasury tutorial came, it was hell!! the cher was a gangster la.. freaking scary and every tutorial and lecture is a must to attend or its gg-fied.. a bit exaggerating describing him but i dun care.. knn make me slap myself for murmuring the F word.. feel bad ps-ing j wong n alwin for proj.. wonder how this sem will go.......

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING! hopefully i m tough..

a good day out 2day

2009-10-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

ponned morning lecture coz couldnt wake up and guess the 1st lecture is not that impt.. went to sch for bcomm and it was totally a shitty class.. did not listen at all and juz stoned at the back wif shawn, alwin n j wong to slack.. totally wasted my time there.. and i think it aint going to be easy seeing what was taught in class.. i had better buck up!

after class went to canteen 2 to eat and then proceeded to dhoby to buy stuff for the BBQ and proceeded to elle's hse.. slacked at her house for quite some time while waiting for the rest to arrive.. watched gross videos like the person's face splitting into half while jumping the cliff and a person's body split into 2 and still survived the horrible ordeal.. SICK!! we were writing birthday cards for sam wong for it was her bdae and i happened to incidently find out there was one for me too haha..

when all arrived, we went down to the BBQ pit and started to BBQ.. getting the flames starting is not easy but manageable.. and we got going.. there was sausages, chicken wings, satays, marshmellows etc.. ate birthday cake and the cake was nice... continued to BBQ and made lots of noise.. even did stupid things like splashing water around and lighting up several fire starters tgt.. of course, the security guard paid us a visit and kp us.. i believe we will be black listed from that condo liao.. the security guard came twice and showed that dulan face.. then it was swimming pool time.. of course most ppl had to go into the pool for a dip and i wasnt spared.. heng i took off my shoes or else really walk barefoot home.. 4got to bring underwear so wet underwear all the way home zzz...

reached home arnd 10 and feeling quite tired now.. maybe the 2 cups of vodka i drank is enuf to knock me out.. anyway signing up for driving tmr and then maybe going to watch pol-ite at safra tampines.. hopefully np wins even though i not inside haha.. kk lots of programmes coming up ahead.. how m i going to cope!??!?!? sch work, watami, driving, afp!! gosh.. taking 1 step at a time and as the saying goes, " when the ship reaches the bridge, it will auto go straight"

updating for 4 days.. starting with fri..

2009-10-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

fri - went out to play bowling with mok to train for sat.. bowled a 200 game whooo.. then he went gym after that and i went home.. supposed to read at least a bit of my afp notes but well, the usual happened... then went for afp class at night and homed after that..

sat - had np open in the morning 2day and whacked a 160 average.. quite sian.. then no soccer and supposed to meet mok n alan for dinner.. but this alan ps us and so ting came along and we ate a very flesh cutting dinner at fish n co.. then homed to dota as usual..

sun - worked from morning 1030 to 7pm.. and work 2day was quite fun coz the restaurant was short of quite a few products so i went shopping and get the stuff haha.. then homed after that..

today - went to meet my mum for breakfast at burger king b4 going to work.. then she n my auntie went to watami to eat.. after that worked till supposedly 4pm but they short of manpower so worked till 7 for them.. and that about sums up my day

unlucky day 2day?? or just plain clumsy..

2009-10-09T01:17:00.002+08:00

went to work in the morning 2day and j wong came later.. was about to have lunch when j wong spilled soup on 1 of the customer.. fortunately, the customer had extra shoes.. but they werent too pleased about what happened i guess.. what a pity i couldnt witness the live scene of j wong cocksterness..

then after that incident, i was serving 2 drinks on a tray when j wong suddenly turn around and accidentally whacked my tray.. the drink shook and shook and eventually smashed into pieces on the ground.. heng nobody around or else big trouble again.. well, this was due to my restlessness + j wong cocksterness.. finished work at 330 and j wong was slacking at the staff table.. he drank 1 small cup of alcohol and his face was totally red.. worse than the pig's face when he drink!! imagine he drink 1 bottle sia.. ate dessert and 4got to pay.. oops.. then when i at the mrt the boss called and remind me.. too late!!

went home after that and slacked for a while b4 leaving for bowling at chevrons.. bowled quite pathetic at the start but slowly picked up.. after bowling it was home sweet home.. now here i m stoning.. luckily not working tmr.. but got afp class.. i needa start mugging for that soon!!

pay day!!

2009-10-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

today was pay day for isetan.. finally after waiting for so long.. went to play bowling in the morning with alan and mok.. i got 100 pts handicap against they 2 and won a few dollars... then the handicap slowly decreased and i only paid $3 for the 5 games.. they paid the rest:)

then after that went down to isetan to collect pay.. then went to have a big feast at seoul garden.. j wong n fw came late and we were dam hungry so we ate 1st and they came later... fw didnt eat n went for trng soon after.. suan j wong time n again. and then had to go for class at 630. went to the toilet where j wong took hell long and then off we went to city hall.. attended some afp class and it was freaking hard.. understand no shit and i think i am throwing money away sia.. better start bucking up!!

i think i m starting to get the dun know what alzerghisehs diesease.. freaking absent minded.. placed smth just a few mins ago and i was like thinking where i lose it.. seems like my mind is too occupied or i m really forgetful....

was thinking of my future today.. and i cant see the road ahead like seriously.. what m i going to be when i grow up? will i get into university? millions of qns with no ans nor any hints to go along.. got to learn driving soon and well, it aint going to be an easy road ahead from now.. working at watami + studying for afp + studying for sch + learning to drive.. wow so many things with so little time.. hopefully i get through all these soon........

tmr working n having some bowling league.. last week bowled like crap and tmr better be better.. i think bowling aint my type of sport however, since i m in it i have no choice but to buck up and do smth.. a jack in all trades but a master in none.. haizz...

working life continues...

2009-10-05T22:31:00.002+08:00

almost late for work 2day as i left hse slightly late.. anyway supposed to work till 4 2day but then the boss asked me to work another hour to give out vouchers to neighbouring shops.. so went around since i had nth on.. went home at 5pm and had dinner at home..

schedule was pretty screwed up and many part-time staff are complaining about the schedule.. i was supposed to work on thurs n fri but after the change i m not working from wed-sat.. dun know what their prob.. and there are freaking lots of philipinos in the restuarant working.. and many singaporeans have quitted too.. and these are good staff.. and 1 shocking news.. a new comer (a philipino) come in only become assistant manager.. and she does not know everything within.. too zai le..

hopefully they dun close down or there goes my job.. and 2day there was 1 singtel guy who came to my hse and asked to subsribe for mio tv.. wow singtel act super fast.. free installation, free rental of the cable box etc.. such a gd deal considering BPL action next season n champs league now.. it cost around $15.90 a month now only for sports channel and i think 20+ when BPL is added.. so bye starhub..

it has been a while since i stayed out till so late at night...

2009-10-03T20:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday worked from 10-3 only.. so stupid make me go work 5 hours nia.. anyway tried the watami food (teppan bou gyoza) at 60% discount.. tasted not bad but not that fantastic.. then after that stoned at watami for quite a while and then met alan and mok.. it was a gd day for me but not for them though haha.. maybe 1 day we will celebrate tgt..

after that went to meet shawn at dhoby mrt and then headed to hougang plaza to plan lan and to play pool. L4D was fun especially if u play with frens.. campaign quite boring.. and pool was super suay haha.. gave about 7 free balls consecutively.. and its all the different kinds of free balls.. 1 chip over, 1 shoot inside hole, 1 score and then white ball go in oso, 1 hit wrong ball, 1 miscue and .... anyway then went to steph hse to stayover.. watched fast and furious 4 and almost fell asleep but still managed to finish watching the show.. slept for around 1 hr nia..

this morning, ate carrot cake and went home at about 10+.. then went to play soccer in the afternoon with alan, mok, nic, dog, ting and nobody else.. so spastic.. life starting to sux.. after soccer went kfc makan and then home!! haizz... life is so dull nowadays and thinking of tmr's work + the afp course i have to take, i can tell whats coming my way!!

rants and rants

2009-09-30T23:05:00.002+08:00

woke up tis morning to watch soccer on sopcast supposedly thx to starhub's inability to win the subscription for the champions league... wanted to watch liverpool game but to my dismay, sopcast wasnt showing any champion league match at all.. wasted my time waking up and spoiling my sleep.. went back to sleep after watching 3/4 the match on gamecast and liverpool were trailing 2-0.. anyway they lost!!

updates: got a new phone E63 and its not me to get nokia phone but since its here, i shall make do with it.. sony phones are more user friendly but well,.. life has been kind of busy now revolving around working and studying some afp course... soon, sch will start and i will change my lifestyle.. anyway rants and rants.. 2day work - not much sales so i was stoning around in the kitchen and then the boss approached me and say, " sorry, 2day nt much sales.. u can go back earlier.." n1 la.. dock my pay zzz.. my mum has been kp-ing these days and asking me to off the com.. its like zzz.. sleep late oso bo tai ji.. haiz.. life SUX

do i like owen more than i hate man u??

2009-09-20T23:16:00.002+08:00

this is a qn i think will take me years or maybe nt even answerable.. but when owen struck his foot and netted the 96th min goal 2nite, it was kinda of a bitter-sweet feeling.. glad that owen scored the winning goal and reignited his england chances but its for man u which made it a bitter pill to swallow.. its really the bloody ref fault.. added time of 4 mins became 7 mins... juz becaue it is at old trafford doesnt mean he has to be so bloody bias.. fook balls..

anyway work 2day was as usual and rushed home after work at 9 to go home watch soccer.. working on mon, tues, thurs n sunday for next week and hopefully can get pay soon... stayed over at lester hse ytd night and slept for a few hours b4 going to work... luckily not tired during work. played soccer ytd wif dog's frens and of course we won:) and by a huge margin haha.. anyway, ate fish n co after soccer and then went home then to lester's hse.. watched liverpool match there and yea it was great.. ate kfc wif dog n pig and reported to work after that..

if i could reverse time, i would surely not have tried my hand at smth i know now would reap so much lesser benefits than losses.. however, life is never about looking back.. so i shall start reflecting now on what is best for the future.. and hopefully learnt a lesson..

my 2nd official day at work...

2009-09-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

reported to work at 12pm 2day and was scheduled to work until 9pm.. got changed and prepared for work and worked as supporter for the start of 2day... served customers food and prepare kitchen stuff.. after the lunch crowd, while waiting for the dinner crowd, i became a section staff.. took customers' orders and cleared plates etc...

i feel that being a supporter is slacker but being a section staff was much more interesting... worked n worked till 9+ before knocking off.. hardworking i must say as i didnt ciao straight at 9.. got my new staff code 1136.. want buy 4d go buy.. a sure strike number.. ok so i really get to get different kinds of customers and there are extreme cases of friendly customers and unfriendly assholes..

there was one customer who praised me and it felt shiok after listening to her comments and there was one asshole who left his phone behind and i passed it to him, not even hearing a word of thanks nor appreciative gesture.. could be because i took a longer time to serve him but still,... nvm... ok its going to be past 12.. so i better publish before it goes on to the next day.. anyway working same time tmr and hopefully tmr will be a better day:)

1st day at work..

2009-09-10T22:31:00.002+08:00

reported at watami today wif j wong at 9am at the ion branch.. got our uniform and we belonged to the ion branch.. however, we were sent to the central branch for training.. made new frens there but only a few belonged to the ion branch and only 1 of them same age as us.. learnt lots of new stuff during training and i realise that i cant even steadily hold the tray with stuff on it.. hopefully i dont break any plates and cups and worse, smash them onto customers.. how embarrassing that would be.. i m prepared to place my bets on j wong breaking the 1st plate at the branch.. we shall see when we start proper tmr at ion..

the guy teaching us was quite good in his teachings and we were all enlightened i suppose.. learnt a little of jap during the session.. during our lunch break, went to eat bak kut teh opposite central and it was quite crowded as the food was nice.. after break, 'worked' + learnt till 6 and off we went.. tmr is going to be on-job-training which would be real time handling customers.. hopefully screw ups would be to a minimal:)

1st visit to spca..

2009-09-09T00:30:00.004+08:00

went for some job interview this morning wif mok n j wong and its some WATAMI jap restaurant.. have to commit for 6 months and we actually agreed.. there were conditions too and this is going to be the 1st time i m working in F & B.. hopefully, it turns out to be a good experience.. after the 'interview' at the national library, we went to ion orchard to check out the restaurant and it was kinda crowded considering it is a tuesday..

fong wai met us there and we went to dhoby to makan and wait for charmaine.. then we went to spca at bartley.. it was my 1st time there and i was quite surprised the place is small and looked quite run down.. expected smth more glamourous.. the dogs are quite big but friendly.. we pushed j wong into an empty cage and locked him in.. we dared j wong to go into some hyper dog's cage but he didnt dare for fear of being humped by the dog..

After that went to dhoby again and slacked around.. went arcade play daytona, basketball etc... homed after that.. tmr got to go sign a contract with the WATAMI restaurant.. hopefully things go well..

teachers day eve!!

2009-08-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

went back to sas early in the morning with fong wai and j wong... oops suppose to meet at 10 but i arrived at 1020.. zhongyuan was there too and we headed to sas. and unfortunately, the 1st teacher we saw was low! we were walking up the stairs and juz nice she was outside the staff room talking.. wished her and proceeded to find chem yeo.. we saw her after walking around for quite some time and she was inside a class watching some video.. wanted to wait for her to come out but this j wong wanted go find ng chee keong so we went to the field. just nice we saw chem yeo but she was in a hurry.. so no chance to talk to her.. all j wong fault..

went to the field after that to stone and we really stone for quite some time.. then we decided to walk around js and it was worth it.. they had lots of food in a room and we were invited to help finish the food.. took quite a lot and then headed to macs after that and then to amk macs coz of nic.. fong geng came along and after that we ate at amk macs.. walked around amk hub and went home after that.. tats all for 2day!

watching champions league draw so late at night and work unfinished

2009-08-28T00:33:00.002+08:00

final paper tmr and its the hardest paper.. sucks!! long way to go from finishing studying and i m still watching the champions league draw.. currently, liverpool are drawn wif lyon, man u wif some noob team and chelsea with porto.. real madrid with ac milan promises an exciting encounter and hopefully, they face man u in the semis or smth..

ok i shld seriously mug for the next few hours and go into the final exams knowing that i have studied hard enough.. hoping they would quickly finish drawing the teams and let me study in peace.. FRP is killing my brain cells and hopefully, i can last another 10 hours before the end of my paper.. pls dun kill me tmr frp!!

and latest news, fiorentina is drawn inside liverpool group so its A FREAKING TOUGH GROUP.. good luck liverpool pls pwn them..

nv drink 2 cups of tea at night...

2009-08-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

ytd night reading through my AAA notes and happily drank 2 cups of tea.. watched fulham vs chelsea and studied at the same time and went to sleep at around 2.. tossed and turned in bed and when i looked at my handphone, it showed 3.30 and well, i was still awake!! and when i finally fell asleep (i think), an ambulance woke me up not long after with its ear bursting siren.

well, went to school sleepily and felt a little sick.. i dun know why but yea.. paper starts at 2 but went sch at 10 to study.. at around 12, felt quite sick and no mood to study.. went to CO-OP to buy panadol and yes medicine is a neccesity so even if they sell $2 per pill, i will just buy. But, it only cost 40c for 2 pills.. well, took 1 and then after a while it seemed to work magic and i became better. studied a little more and went in for exams.. the paper was managable but.. i think got a lot of careless mistakes.. damn!!

after paper discussion sux.. what everybody were discussing about were far from what i wrote.. super a lot of careless mistakes as i realised!! well, i shall not cry over spilt milk and get on with my next paper tmr.. no time to emo over this paper.. took the other panadol after the paper and i m back to normal now i think.. shall not 'mug' till so late 2nite and hopefully, tmr paper would be free of careless mistakes.. 3 more papers, 4 more days to go.......

a day under the scorching sun in ECP

2009-08-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday night played dota wif mok and kp the opponent.. super funny game. Then, mok decided to tempt me to go volunteer for the OSIM triathlon. The thought of waking up at 4 put me off but eventually, I relented and went. Stayed at mok house with alan and mok's dad sent us to ECP at 430.. what a retarded timing to prepare for a race.. slept for like an hour only while alan stayed noctural the whole night..

stoned like quite long while waiting for the race to start.. and we were stationed as run marshals thus we are far apart.. as there were different categories, people ran at different timings and running was the last segment after swimming and cycling.. so, we were the last to pack up and of course, the last men running was always the centre of attraction.. his tag no. was 4641 and he was virtually like walking.. there were a whole bunch of people following him back to the finishing point and we were amongst these people..

We were like scolding and suaning him like mad becoz as long as he doesnt finish, we cannot pack up. When it finally ended, everybody sort of cheered him for being last.. well, it is quite worth it coming in last after all for him.. What was supposed to be cursing and swearing of him on this post has ceased to exist for his slowness was unexpectedly a good outcome for me:)

Exams in 2 weeks time and i have not started studying.. 2day was a wasted day and i know i am too tired so study now so i SHALL SHALL SHALL START TMR!!!! enough procrastinating and enough tmr tmr tmr..
becoming blacker and blacker and blacker each day.. dam!!

and i keep on procrastinating..

2009-07-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

'safety at work' presentation to be submitted on thurs and actual presentation the following thurs.. and i have yet to complete my project.. 3 more days to DEADline and here i m still procrastinating, lazy to move on with it.. already done about half but just cant find the mood to complete the other half!! in actual fact, 2day is already gone so 2 DAYS LEFT!!!

went to sch at 9 this morning and god, it has been tough waking up at 730 after a long break.. its time to stop ponning lecture and get my ass out of bed early in the morning.. starting from tmr, i shall be a good boy and go for lecture.. i shall also aim to complete my presentation stuff tmr and be done with it.. dota was fun 2day as we staged a comeback and won.. maybe its time to stop dotaing too.. not forgetting extra distractions like fm and fifa, it's hard to study..

I WILL START PRETTY SOON!! AND ITS TIME TO START STUDYING!! EXAMS ROUND THE CORNER

another lucky day lol

2009-07-14T23:41:00.003+08:00

went to sch later than usual.. been skipping lectures these few days in order to sleep longer and dam, it is becoming a habit.. i should rid this habit or else the one who will suffer is only me. went for tutorial and our group got the highest for fmgt project:)

lunched and then went for FP lecture, a lecture i have been skipping for the past 4-5 weeks.. slept for around 30 mins inside and listened a little.. homed after that.. surprising only dota for 1 game at night only. we kena pwn upside down and they rexed us already and were coming from all sides.. it seemed as though it was the end but somehow, we managed to push back and miraculously we turned the tide and won..

gonna play tennis with nic tmr at his hse and i reckon it would be another day wasted tmr.. time to get down to serious studying..

i should start doing work NOW!!! or else 临时must 抱佛脚 again.. please grant me the motivation to do work and let me be enlightened to love doing work..

sentosa 2day.. sun not bright enuf..

2009-07-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

it was pouring shortly i got up in the morning and well, sentosa was in danger of being cancelled. met at pp and met alan, pig, sean n nic.. waited downstairs the mrt. then came dog n mok. then waited for fw to appear and then ting was the latest, making us wait for at least an hour spent talking cock.. headed to sentosa and had bk for lunch.. then met j wong there and we went in..

it ceased raining when we got there but there was no sun in sight.. played volleyball on the beach. coped the court even though it says 'reserved'.. i tried to ke yi kiang and build a platform to be taller but ended up tripping over my own 'platform'. j wong was a no.1 cockster missing virtually every ball that came to him. played for around an hour and then went to the sea.. buried ppl and tried to stuck j wong but to no avail. soccer for a while after that and well, beach soccer aint easy to play..

went to bathe after that and we headed to vivo superdog to eat.. superdog food is cmi!! 1)their burger is small, 2)their ice lemon tea not cold 3)ice lemon tea not sweet.. only the fries was nice though it lacks in quantity. reflecting on how i spend money like water today, i shall be frugal for the next few days.. homed after listening to j wong lectures in superdog, enlighting us with his phenomenal knowledge..

NO TAN AT ALL 2day sia!! what a wasted trip to sentosa!!

well, a lucky day for me 2day i suppose

2009-07-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

rule no.1: use guts more than brain. well, today wore formal to school and did the video for FRP and headed home after that.. slacked for a while and then off to meet mok, alan and ting for dinner++.. well, things werent going according to plan for me till it went awry for them.. it was just my day i suppose..

in the end, ended up treating those 3 cocksters even though it wasnt my fault.. spastic n1 la.. then alan decided to chase me for reasons i dun know.. i sprinted and drifted to the right and poor him, tried to trace my quick change in direction ended up sliding on the ground.. and of course, cuts and scratches ensued.. guess my primary school catching skills are still in me..

sentosa tmr shiok.. hopefully i will be tanner on where i want to be tanner.
please let it not rain tmr. shine brightly please!!

what a traffic jam

2009-07-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

stuck in the bus for the longest time in my life.. took 985 at around 820 and expect to reach sch b4 9.. little did i expect what lies ahead.. there was an accident on the xpressway and it clogged up 2 out of 3 lanes and the cars were moving patheticly slow.. i can safely say i can run faster than the cars moving..

the journey took a toll on my ass as i sat for 1 hour 40 mins without moving.. slept and woke up more than 5 times and the bus was still stuck in the jam. class started at 9 and well, happily walked into class at 955.. fortunately, there wasnt any test 2day or else sure die.. stoned after school in makan place and waited for cca to start. after bowling ended at 10+, i m now home.. stoning and nt planning to do tutorials haiz...

I AM A SLACKER!! teach me how not to be 1!!

story of michael owen

2009-07-04T22:01:00.010+08:00

SADLY, owen is now confirmed a manchester united player.. worst fear confirmed!! i have to say this sux and i dun know how to support owen without supporting manchester united.. whats the chance of owen finishing top scorer and man u not winning the title at the same time? is there a chance owen can break into the england squad again? at a big club his chance is definitely higher than stoke or hull but why man u!??!??!!

owen made his debut in 1997 and scored in his substitute appearance.. was rewarded with 1st team appearance instantly.

scored a wonder solo goal against argentina in the world cup 1998. scored a hat-trick against germany in their 5-1 thrashing.. up till now, he has scored 40 goals in 89 international matches..

won the treble in 2001 and scored plenty of goals. 2 goals in the final minutes against arsenal in the FA cup final ensured owen remained a legend in liverpool!! scored a total of 158 goals in 297 matches for liverpool.. thats a great goal-scoring record..

joined real madrid in 2004 and scored 13 goals in 20 starts despite injuries.. 20000 fans turned up to welcome him to newcastle in Aug 2005. although plaqued by injuries, he managed to score 26 goals in 58 starts for newcastle but newcastle failed to hang on to premier league status..

Now, he is in manchester united and he just doesnt like fit in there.

IF only.....

how great would that be...

anyway h1n1 in singapore has hit 1k cases.. time for schools to close and let the virus subside.. at least i didnt stay home this whole afternoon!! went out in the afternoon with fong wai, mok and alan to buy alan stuff and we went to peninsula to get them. saw jon on the way there and it was well, a surprise considering singapore say small not small.. ok then shopped and then went to makan at marina square.. after that went to esplanade there to catch a bit of NDP. walked to dhoby after that.. and then home sweet home.. on the bus saw 1 guy that look like the uncle from the peninsula shop but i dun think it is. thats all for 2day folks!!

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owen in manchester united?!?!? OMG!!!

2009-07-03T23:46:00.004+08:00

latest news: owen has went for medical at man u and it seem destined that he is going to be a manchester united player.. why is this happening?!??!?! it seemed that i have dreamt of this happening 1 day and i rubbished that dream instantly.. has it come back to haunt me this time? my favourite player going to a rival club!!??! if he does well, it would mean man u do well which sux.. if he doesnt perform, then its a waste of his talent.. well, owen for top scorer and liverpool for the title next season..
sch as usual today and took back all the common test results.. pretty happy with the results i got and i always believe man are not self-sufficient.. before taking back the papers, i would be happy getting an A but after getting back, I feel i could have done better.. haizz.. should be contended with what i have!! shall work hard for the final year and get a better GPA than the previous semesters..
owen in a manchester united shirt doesnt suit him:(

filming in school and feeling too slack!! WHY!?!?!

2009-07-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

2day went to sch at 11 coz pon lecture in the morning.. had a good sleep and woke up later than usual. went for 1 tutorial and then makan and did fliming.. now i understand that actors need a lot of talent and skills to act.. we retook the scenes like so many times. projects are all due soon and hopefully it would be all be over soon..
yesterday had a presentation and it was a voice-over thingy.. my frens all say my voice sounded like a girl.. this sux!! kena suan only..
anyway nowadays addicted to sudoku.. every night at least play a few puzzles then can sleep.. but study cant even study 1 page.. what the hell is wrong!! if only books and sudoku can swap places.. common test got 2/3 papers back and FRP got 40/50 which I myself am quite surprised... FMGT got 39/50.. 1 more mark to A nb.. hopefully the last paper can do as well as these 2 papers..

a few 1st times 2day...

2009-06-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

morning had lunch with mum n bro and then went to bishan popular to get stuff.. then, the pig msg me and ask me go out with him go buy stuff and having nothing much to do, I went.. we were suppose to meet at pp but then he appeared behind me at bishan circle line.. such a coincidence.. went to pp to buy his biscuits and then went to sean's house for the 1st time and took LRT for the 1st time too..
played W/E there and then dinner at some coffeeshop downstairs.. went to hougang mall and then home sweet home.. 2 weeks have gone past in a flash and I am lagging behind.. time for me to buck up and catch up with school stuff.. time waits for no man!!

Its really time to get back on track for the world outside.. been stoning and slacking within my own world and school is reopening like super soon!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somemore my weekends would be packed!! tmr seems to be the last day of work going to be done.. hopefully tmr i can maximise my effectiveness and get, whats needed to be done, done.. sometimes, i wonder to myself why i m such a slacker.. would things have been different if I am in jc? whatever it is, I shall not live to regret..

blisters, cramps and fatigue overwhelms me..

2009-06-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

4 blisters on both feet, 2 on each foot.. cramps to thighs, calves and hamstrings... this is the price to pay for having an eleven a side match and giving ur best.. a very good match played 2day and we were deserving victors of the match 4-3.. we played three halves and each half reflected a different story of how our team played..
the 1st half was good as we drew 1st blood and then retook the lead at 2-1 after they equalised.. In the 2nd half, we were up another notch and running away with a 4-1 lead.. goal scorers: alan X2, dog and ME:) our defence kept a tight rein on their strikers too and only allowed 1 goal to penetrate through a slight lapse in concentration.. credit to everyone for this wonderful performance.. the 3rd half took everyone by surprise.. we had initially agreed on 2 halves and a 3rd should the score end in a draw.. however, things took a turn and we are on the field for the 3rd half.. i could feel the cramps coming and decided to spam the counterpain.. however, it was not godly enough for me to last through the last half.. played as keeper for 5 minutes and I conceded a goal that wasnt meant to be.. or shall i say a 50-50 challenge although I was pretty sure it didnt cross the line..
anyway decided not to continue being a keeper as it could mean further embarrasement and throwing away a well deserved lead.. well, beared with the cramp and ventured forward. until a point where i could take it no longer and took a break.. nic let slip a goal that was equivalent to mine and his was a legal goal that bounced into the net. well, everybody has his day.. held on to this slender lead till the end of the game and it was indeed a well deserved victory..

bad control of ball 2day, slow movements, slow thinking, low stamina, weak legs.. so many areas to improve on!! seems like it will take years to get all these corrected or improved..

oh yes i m back!!

2009-06-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

it feels great sitting in front of the com typing without any worries.. common test all over and hmm.. ok theres more and more projects on the way.. but i shall worry later..
it was my grandma's birthday ytd and we had a sumptuous lunch at some restaurant.. cut cake and celebrated.. 2day was just a usual day stoning at home and spending most of my time dotaing..
life like this cant go on anymore... its time to get down to work asap!!

hopefully i can love studying...

its late and i m still studying..

2009-06-11T01:00:00.002+08:00

haiz.. for the past two days i have been mugging through the wee hours at night till 2-3am.. hardworking?? i dun think so.. i have been slacking the whole afternoon and only start to work my brain during the night.. super slow paced studying i must say..
tmr, or shall i say later, i will be taking the last paper of common test!! whooo.. something to look forward to after a week of common tests.. the 1st paper on mon was quite ok i suppose and it is currently the best paper.. 2day's paper was kinda screwed up and i can only score in the mcq.. pathetic.. seems like mugging till so late at night doesnt help..
at least, 2nite will be the final night i will mug till so late this term and hopefully it pays off.. i juz cant seem to absorb anything even though i m reading it over and over again!! i shall go back to studying and pray for luck that whatever i read now will come out tmr..

life without money sucks but life still goes on....

sch has started after 1 week of so called 'break'

2009-06-01T23:29:00.002+08:00

last week was e learning week and there wasnt suppose to be school. however, it seemed as though i went to sch practically everyday to do projects or to do work and to study.. the latter didnt seem to happen.. so projects deadline are here and projects are more or less done.. just some touching up to do. didnt know why it felt like there was a lot of work to be done and in the blink of an eye, it is all over and done with..
had lessons as per normal 2day but 1 lesson was over so reported to sch at 12. had a well deserved sleep after quite a long while of waking up early.. did a little of project after school and went to meet at alan at paradiz.. so spastic.. want to watch gombak match at paradiz there.. but he was denied entry for his improper dressing.. so home we went....

1 more week to CT

2009-05-31T23:05:00.003+08:00

as the title suggests, it is high time i start to put in effort to mug for my common test.. and hopefully i can score a result which i like during the common test.. fast approaching yet here i m slacking... 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚。
time to kick this last minute burning incense habit and do it regularly.. or else even god cant help me.. ok back to today's happenings..
went for bowling competition in the morning.. bowled an average of around 155.. missed spare like free.. haizz.. my dad's team won 2nd and i shall not mention my team's position haha.. lunched and went home to study.. did FIT and FRP project till night time.. wonder how i took so long.. included playing in between though... played dota and night and ITS 1 WEEK MORE TO COMMON TEST!!! I better start.... like seriously...

last day of IS

2009-05-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

finally done and cleared 1 module.. china module is over and no china projects to worry about.. went to school slightly earlier today to prepare. presentation was ok and hopefully, i can get an A for the module. Went to meet alan at pp after school and he is emo-ing.. listen to his emo stories and ate chicken rice for dinner..

haiz.. every step i take, everywhere i go, i think of projects due, common test dates.. is this STRESS??! if being stress can push me to studying hard, i do not mind.. but it just seem like i cant get my mind to study and do work even though there are so many undone stuff..

i really need to find the motivation to study.. hopefully it comes fast.. rid my mind of all distractions and focus!!! hopefully it can be done asap

a long day

2009-05-23T01:11:00.002+08:00

had breakfast at makan place early in the morning and fong wai kept complaining that he is hungry.. then after that had FP test early in the morning. quite pleased with the paper and I think I should be able to get an A hopefully.. my hard work of studying+doing random stuff till 3am the previous day should pay off. school ended rather early 2day as the lecturer released us early.

went to alumni to eat and the food is not bad. above average i must say.. after that went to our space and stone.. supposed to be discussing our project yet we stayed for less than 30 min. off to play pool at BTP and then waited for alan to come to np for unknown reasons.. he juz felt like coming to visit me in my 2nd home.

left for besar to watch match and it was not a bad match with lots of drama but a meagre of goals. a penalty which shattered the cross bar and a red card which till now I felt wasnt meant to be. indra got the winning goal and that was it.. home sweet home and was bent on doing FMGT project if not tmr cannot go out le. wasted and delayed till quite late before starting.. and if i still dun sleep now, tmr's soccer appointment cfm i will be late.. apologies in advance...

omg test tmr!! to be exact, later..

2009-05-22T00:38:00.002+08:00

financial planning test in 9 hrs time.. its just 10% but here i m still studying for the test.. hopefully later can score A.. hopefully not like alan make careless mistakes if not i can go cry. sch started at 1pm 2day and what a nice sleep i had, waking up only at 10+. had lunch at 12 and was almost late for sch..

had IS lesson 2day.. watched some movie about China and almost fell asleep. dozed off for a while.. reached home around 6 and was supposed to start studying but as usual, slacked and stoned and slacked, delayed until 10 then start.. haizz. why am i so slack??? common test in 2 weeks time and I have not started. 5 weeks of unabsorbed lectures and tutorials.. i shld start very soon.

still studying at this time.. what time am i gonna sleep?? tired!!! its the last day of school week tmr and its time to slack during the weekends.. but thinking of projects and common test approaching, is there really time left to slack?? projects 1 time come all come, how to do sia.... haizzzzzzzzzz

a tough day 2day and many more tough days to come...

2009-05-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

met fong wai early in the morning and had breakfast in sch makan place. ate from waffle town and the offer is really wow!! 10c for the 2nd piece.. had sch as per usual and maybe its really really time to start listening during lectures... wake up!!!!

sch ended at slightly earlier than 1pm and then headed to makan place for lunch.. tcss for a while as we had to wait till 2 for project meeting.. around 145 headed to our place to hunt for seats and it was kinda full. so we randomly walk into the area where we seldom go and we coincidentally saw our group mates. Imagine we had gotten a seat somewhere else. we did not have their numbers as well..

discussed 1 out of 3-4 projects due in few weeks time and we were quite clueless on how to go about doing it.. stuck and cant seemed to move forward and our energy sapped very quickly.. when it almost hit 4pm we decided to call it a day and hopefully resume our thinking sooooooooooon.

very soon, we left ourspace and headed home.. met alan and mok at pp and mok wanted to go buy sa shirt. got commission earn no wonder so readily go buy. ate chicken rice and home we went. KNN!! i tot i had bus concession and happily took 853 out and wanted to stop at the stop b4 it turns into kolam ayer. DUN KNOW WTH i thinking, the bus turned in and I was jolted out of my thinking only to realise 2 things.. 1) i missed my stop 2) i got no bus pass..

was cursing throughout while walking and decided to walk home since it was just 2 stops away.. running low on cash since its approaching the end of the month.. pls let the remaining days pass by quickly..
its 9pm and i havent touch any work yet. gosh!! pls give me motivation to study!!

mok and pig's birthday

2009-05-17T01:16:00.003+08:00

2day was a day i expected my finances to go bursting.. it was mok's and cheney's birthday and we are meeting for dinner at night. met alan at tpy nlb to 'study' and then headed towards city hall at 7+.

Alan didnt want to go for the birthday actually but I managed to persuade him. It was definitely worthwhile going. Although $$ is important, there are some things which money cant get u and friendship is definitely 1 of them. Had dinner at fish and co and only 1 birthday boy mok was there as the pig was performing for idk who to see.. 1st time since a very very long ago did so many ppl come. after dinner we went to buy a cake from bakerzin. waited for the pig to come and we started celebrating..

went home at 11+ and luckily there was still bus home.. 133 was packed to the max. talked cock wif alan and i had to squeeze my way out of the bus when it reached my stop..

P.S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOK AND PIG!! PLS DO SMTH LEGAL 18 AND ABOVE SOON

breaking of the besar curse

2009-05-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

shall not elaborate more on the title.. anyway, went sch early 2day and tried the waffle at waffletown early in the morning wif fong wai. not bad considering we each juz had to pay 1.20 each. plain waffle wif butter and maple sauce. great breakfast. then it poured as we were about to go to class. fw had to go to blk 39 which was freaking far haha and mine was just next door. caught a little rain and got to class early.

sch as usual and then slacked at makan place after sch to talk cock. at least stoned at makan place for 3 hrs and then went to meet alan at pp. after that went to besar to watch match wif LHC. a gd match 2day and the curse is finally broken. guess its the route we take. super tired now and got to hand up work tmr.. gosh!!!

a very gd day 2day

2009-05-08T01:44:00.003+08:00

watched chelsea vs barcelona ytd nite on gamecast. weird that i have cable and dont watch but not really interested to watch. and dun want to wake parents up. so it was 1-1 and barca go thru to face man u. poor chelsea. concede a 93rd min goal. PAIN!

woke up slightly late 2day. suppose to meet at 12. woke up at 1145. oops... had lunch and then off to class for 'China' presentation. nervous coz didnt really prepare much and when the cher say we got A, i was pleasantly surprised. next week no need go sch for IS coz got field trip at tea chapter in outram there. after class did some work and then went for trng.

after trng reached home at around 11 and started doing work. i cant believe myself saying that nor doing that. but i think i am becoming more and more hardworking. as the saying goes,"you got to be the best to beat the rest". ok hope this enthusiasm can be kept up till the final exams. to start off, i shall start paying attention to lecture.. i hope i can say i achieved this the next time i blog

monday blues

2009-05-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

a new week has just begun. mugged my tutorial yesterday night till the wee hours and then woke up early in the morning to go to school. surprisingly, i was the 1st to arrive in school and i wasnt tired at all during the lesson. had an hour break and back to lessons. this time, slept for a few mins in class and i think it could be because the lesson was boring and I was catching no ball about the lesson. FRP SUX.. we were supposed to do a group discussion about the questions and I contributed almost nothing. didnt know what the hell it was all about... kinda sux..

had the 1st lecture of the week and i paid attention for most of the lecture only to lose it when it passed the hour mark. slacked for the remaining part of the lecture and then it was over in a flash. went to blk 53 to submit the work and thank goodness I was in the correct lift. the lift jerked and blacked out when it was on the 3rd floor and opened slightly because somebody wanted to go lvl 3. the door opened a little only and we forced it open and ran out. phew!! people on the other lift werent so lucky. they were pressing the alarm and god knows how long they got trapped inside. went to lvl 6 by stairs, submitted the work and went down 6 stories. the alarm was still going off... met fong wai after sch and went to pp. daily routine... home-ed to do work after..

cca day

2009-04-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

today had lessons till 4 o clock and super tired during lessons dam!! time to start sleeping early and concentrate during class. after 4 stoned and slacked at makan place and waited for training to start. went to sp after that and started training. not sure whether its called training coz there is no coach and we bowl ourselves.

ended at 10 and home sweet home. wanted to try out the tutorial but i think with the com on, its hard to do that. tmr is another long day with sch supposedly ending at 6 becoz of make up lecture. i shall consider ponning as FRP lecture is kinda boring. see how it goes...

sunday that was supposed to be spent doing tutorials

2009-04-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

not used to life doing tutorials yet and its a freaking restless sunday.. supposed to do tutorials but as usual, did a bit and stopped. up till now complete aaa tutorial and left with frp tutorial yet to do. i think i m gonna stop and rest already. too tired to think..

an unusual soccer day

2009-04-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

2day was supposed to be a slacking day of talking cock at pp. However, the pig called to say play soccer so got to bring shoes... dog came as well but the pig dam late. mok, alan, dog and me played 1st and lucky muay thai team there. so played with them till almost dinner time.

went to just acia for dinner and slacked there for quite long. walked around ps and then home we went. mok had a second serving at paradiz b4 going home. had supper at macs at night and yes, liverpool win... a wonderful win against hull.. 3-1.. and man u is losing 2-0 to tottenham and its half time. hope it stays this way.

welcome back

2009-04-24T22:31:00.003+08:00

i shall now try to blog regularly and for those who sees this post, u can come back to check for updates three times a week at least, I hope. School has started and I shall start mugging soon. I really hope I do. A gpa of 3.37 has motivated me to work harder and I know the road ahead is not going to be easy. However as the going gets tough, the tough gets going. I hope I am tough.

Modules this sem has just seemed to get tougher and to even maintain the same gpa, I need to work doubly hard lest improving my gpa. I shall put in the effort when it is due and work harder. School has just begun this week and well, its a friday now and time to slack for the weekends. Met alan and fong wai early in the morning to have breakfast at macs and both of them complained of stomachache while waiting for the bus. Weaklings haha. Saw the 3 purple line musketeers as they began their routine jc school life by walking to school.

We waited dam long for 142 to come and finally decided to walk to the 985 bus stop when we saw a packed 142. Before we reached the CC bus stop, another 142 came and we took. walked 1 bus stop for nothing. thought we would all be late but we being too paranoid, reached school early.

after school waited for that stupid fong wai and took bus tgt. went to pp and then headed to jalan besar stadium to watch match. there was supposed to be free subway sandwich for the 1st 300 ppl but when we arrived, it was long snapped up. Till today, I lived to tell a sad jalan besar story which shall not be revealed yet.. sneak preview: gombak was leading 4-0 and low and behold, tragedy struck.. Is it the curse of the stadium or is it just me..??? to be continued...

holidays now and boredom sets in..

2009-03-27T01:39:00.002+08:00

about 3 more weeks to school reopen. lazy to work gosh.. lazing around day in day out and most of the times playing dota haix.. time to go in search of doing more meaningful things.

saturday, sunday and monday

2009-02-10T02:11:00.002+08:00

saturday
played soccer in the afternoon as usual but just that I had to leave early to send my cousin off for overseas study.. walked to pp from my house and it seem like I shall do that every saturday if I have no bus pass.. not that far and not that near as well.. an incident to highlight... according to the pig, soccer is a life-threatening sport after receiving a swing in the arm by a muay thai fella causing bleeding in his mouth.. lesson learnt: dun anyhow kick ppl leg...
after that went home then to the airport to send my cousin off.. watched chelsea draw with lowly hull and there goes their title chase.. didnt catch the liverpool game zzzz... a big pity as it was once again typical liverpool coming from behind to win..
sunday
woke up early in the morning and went to bishan active to play soccer with my dad and few old uncles.. juz shoot and shoot and shoot.. good thing dun need pick ball.. after like 2 hrs or so, thats it and went to nearby kopitiam to slack.. not bad living uncles' life once in a while.. ordered drinks and sat there talk cock and then they go to favourite haunt singapore pools.. then after went for lunch with aunties and uncles and then went to steph house to do 'dss' and to play mahjong + blackjack.. blackjack win, mahjong lose.. break even.. went home close to 11+
monday
2day had dss test at 3pm.. supposed to go for dss class at 9 but couldnt wake up.. so stayed home till 1 then left for sch.. test was quite easy and shld be able to score quite well i hope.. omg of all people nigel had to be in my class!!! went macs to slack after the test and that about sums up my day.. 6 hrs of sleep left...

at long last!!!

2009-02-02T01:38:00.002+08:00

projects are finally over and done with... left with presentations.. hopefully presentations would be a breeze.. played soccer as usual yesterday and it was strenuous. guess its time to retire from soccer lol.. after soccer went to dhoby to makan and we went to pastamania to have dinner.. treated don as part of his early birthday dinner.. then after went to istana park to play retarded games.. quite funny and a laughable night... dances, songs and push-ups were punishments.. ok then after went home and continued doing project...
deadline was 2nite 2359.. done with project at last and now watching liverpool play chelsea.. liverpool just SCORED!!!! YES!!!!!! torres!!!!! and liverpool win!!!!!! ok sch tmr... a nice night 2nite.. 2-0!!!! torres again.. just as i was about to click publish

in the midst of CNY

2009-01-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

chinese new year official visiting days are over.. back to school now.. if only everyday could be chinese new year.... went several places to visit grandma, aunties, uncles..... collected hong baos and i want more haha...
after lecture in school yesterday, gambled openly outside the lecture hall and I guess we were the attraction of many glancing eyes.. lost money in blackjack!! after school went to auntie house for dinner and did a bit of work there.. racing against time.. stayed awake till 3am to do projects and I seriously take back my word on saying poly life should be quite slack..
went to sch 2day in the morning to chiong project and how i dread doing fms project.. understand no shit just anyhow whack... sucky feeling!! then packeted food to class to eat because did work till 2 o clock.. got back results for macro test and very pleased with my results.. at least my studying paid off... 38/40:) i shall maintain these kind of results and motivation would be to beat the rest of my classmates..
still got around 4 projects left.. 2 to be handed in tmr and 2 more at a later date... shall stay up late to complete them again... zzzzz

a long day....

2009-01-18T01:14:00.002+08:00

early morning went to safra mount faber for bowling.. some club ranking thingy.. didnt do well haha.. then after went to meet clique at potong pasir... played soccer against the usual 'jo' but then i come play 1 match only they zhao..
maybe they scared of me coz i score all the goals.. then played with 1 small kid team and it was pretty boring... played a while then went to makan at IT.. went to spider web and talk cock..
jumped over the bench was quite of a kick.. fortunately no injuries or accidents happen..
but on the web, KNN!! i fell and lucky not to get any rope stuck in between my legs or else....
and man u is bloody lucky.. somehow, somewhat they will just win their matches.. same with loser chelsea

screwed up paper ytd

2008-12-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

ytd fms paper was screwed up and I think i will fail the paper.. damn!! regretted studying so hard and still not acheiving a sure pass.. anyway later is mine law paper and i hope i dun screw it up.. 1 MCQ 4 marks!!!! i shall go study now.. and post again later..

yeah!! its my birthday 2day!!

2008-10-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

went out for lunch and then followed by bowling at chevelon(whatever it is spelt), somewhere near jurong.. then bowled till around 6 with my neighbour all.. after that went out to meet cheney,don,mok,alan,ting,sean and jon at dhoby ghaut..thx for the dinner guys!! had manhattan for dinner and it was freaking OIL OIL and OIL.. gosh!! yup and I think fish and co seem a better place after all.. it was as usual to suan jon and him being a _ _ _ _ _. sensitive issue here.. so i shall mention no further!! freaking funny though.. ok time to sleep and prepare for tmr long day!!

less than 24 hrs left to being 17 yrs old..

2008-10-18T01:28:00.002+08:00

2day went to sch for 1st IS class.. had lesson from 10-12 and luckily at least got a few ppl i recognise.. anyway then went out for dinner with mok,sean,ting,nic,don,cheney and lester at plaza sing,, ate pastamania and then went arcade slack after that.. played datona and it was generally fun.. zhao home dota and game juz ended.. not bad a nice match 2day with us edging the game.. tmr shall be soccer day and hopefully no rain... birthday in less than 2 days away!! shiok..

late for sch as usual

2008-10-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

was late for sch again coz the bus took a pretty long time to get to school.. anyway, sch was held as usual and class was supposed to end at 1.. however, the teacher let us off at 1145 which was super early and we went for lunch.. went home after that.. AND GOSH, almost stepped on a dead pigeon on the floor.. wasnt looking anywhere and then suddenly i saw a pigeon lying on the floor.. luckily my legs siamed it in time.. YUckS!!
went home then later dinner and went to play bowling.. anyway gd luck to all taking promos results tmr and hopefully, none retain!!

1st day of the new semester

2008-10-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

ok shall 1st blog about events that happened on sat.. went to play macs to slack in the morning and then played basketball in the afternoon against some 'pros' and we drew wif them 1 set each(not bad considering our noobness) and then played soccer when more ppl arrived.. played till around 4 and then went watched a group of young kids play.. man, they r great! potential zai kias.. after that went to sas to bathe and went off for dinner at steph house.. loads of food wif a few mouths to clear them.. watched movie after dinner and then went to lester hse later on..
stayed over and played WE the whole night.. AMAZINGLY, me and mok won sean n cheney 4-3 and they were like oh.... how often can we beat them.. anyway yup it seemed like 'suan-lester' day and everything were like against him.. played monopoly the next morning and I WON!! then slacked till afternoon then went heartland mall wif ting and don.. ate kfc and then picked up a $2 note on the floor.. used it to buy sushi and home we went..
had sch 2day and ok had trouble waking up 'early'.. went for lecture then lunch then lecture again.. after that home time.. played dota and we were pwning till... host(me) dc... OOPS!!

1 time blog 3 days..

2008-09-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

2 days ago went out in the evening wif my poly frens to have dinner at clarke quay(the central).. supposedly there were around 10 ppl coming but only 6 turned up.. lol.. went to some japanese restaurant to makan and then went to arcade in dhoby ghaut.. played and slacked till 9+ and then went home..
yesterday went out to play soccer.. only 6 ppl came and we played against a bunch of ex-SAJC chaps.. they were like bigger than all of us but we won in the end.. shiok!! ting went home after the match to study for bio while we met jon at cathay.. went to some place in cathay called astons to eat and ate steak.. after that we went to lester's house and mok ps us to go watch some F1 race..
winning eleven-ed there and then later went chomp chomp to have dinner.. spent $10 on food each with don, sean, nic, lester and jon... the drink there is super big.. ate food like hokkien mee, stingray, chicken wings, carrot cake, mutton soup... then went frolick to eat and played dare or dare.. targetted at jon.. he was supposed to do push-ups in the shop but he didnt haha... went home after that.. played dota with viper n team and it was indeed a great win.. whoooo... going to have dinner soon and then it shall be dota again.. gonna swimming tmr hope it doesnt rain..
and liverpool won yesterday.. well done torres.. owen scored again for newcastle.. nicE!

the same old day again

2008-09-24T00:26:00.002+08:00

went to dhoby ghaut for lunch wif my mum, auntie and cousin.. ate at cafe cartel and was super full.. then walked around plaza sing and went home at around 3+.. went out for dinner at night and almost couldnt down dinner as I was still quite full.. stayed at my cousin house to watch the 9 o clock show and then went home.. waiting for jc promos to end man.. then at least can go out.. ok time to sleep...

hair cut 2day

2008-09-17T23:55:00.002+08:00

went to have a hair cut 2day and my hair is freaking short now.. gd news: few months no need card.. bad news: now not nice.. ok had dinner and i think watching man u match later at 1am.. i think the job once again c.m.i lol..

another day has juz passed

2008-09-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

woke up in the morning and went for a warehouse sale interview... hopefully can get in.. however, they were many people there so i think chances are super slim.. then as usual stayed home the whole day.. checked the results for my papers and i did quite satisfactory though not good at all.. i expected something worse than my 2.9545 gpa.. wonder how they get this figure.. so i shall look on the bright side and hopefully improve this lousy gpa to a better 1 next sem..
cant wait for sch to start.. i wouldnt even dream of saying this years ago but now, it seemed that the holidays are too long.. ok time to zzz..

a not-at-all-boring day

2008-09-14T02:51:00.002+08:00

2day was spent sleeping till late afternoon and then lunch b4 going home to dota.. then went out to watch a soccer match wif mok, cheney, ting, lester and alan at ting's house.. liverpool vs man u was a great match and liverpool defy all odds to beat manchester united.. well done!! feast at ting's house and then played soccer downstairs after the match.. quite a fun day out.. and its juz after a Sunday then get back result le.. scary!!! waiting for jc promos to end.. and a job pls...

a bad day haix...

2008-09-13T00:34:00.002+08:00

went for an interview for another job but didnt get it.. the stupid hello shop nv even call after so long.. jobless + need find job again.. such a hassle.. a bad day 2day.. at least didnt stay home thru the morning and early afternoon.. went ps makan wif abel and slacked then went home.. dota at night and it shall be a boring sat tmr..

another routine day

2008-09-11T00:42:00.002+08:00

spent mostly at home.. went out jalan and makan then went home.. then went out to dover there fetch my bro from tennis and then went dinner and home.. played dota as usual and smth happened on msn.. cheney being a retard said: #cheney. says (12:28 AM):
wa ka diang jiao sa lak gao hoot le hor = he want go macritchie catch monkey. tats about it for 2day!! boredom sets in....

few days left to results

2008-09-10T00:31:00.001+08:00

2day was like almost every other day but went to in the afternoon to bowl.. went to orchid country club and played.. then dinner and home.. quite un-meaningful.. stupid work until now havent start sia.. BOREDZZZZ

too much time with nth much to do

2008-09-08T23:24:00.003+08:00

dam when will my work start.. life's getting boring with too much time and nth to do.. anyway 2day wasnt spent much at home as i went out to makan and went to attend a funeral. 2day was the last day of the wake and thus, the cremation was in the evening..
my grand-uncle passed away and thus paid my last respects. went down to mandai crematorium and witness the cremation after a long christian service. tears flowed like free in there with the elders being the most sad and i dun understand why they must take so long to push the coffin into the furnace.. people already so sad still take so long haix...
anyway went for dinner after that and as usual dota at home.. and sleep past midnight.. tmr shall be another routine day i guess with nth much to do.. results coming out in less than a week and i hope my parents dun get too shocked in seeing the results.. time to dota!
see alan, i have fulfilled my 'promise to blog everyday' so far...

<24 hours to the 1st paper...

2008-08-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

goodness... microecons paper is starting tomorrow followed by ITB on sat.. and i havent finish ITB yet.. shall revise econs now and hopefully try to score an A.. hopefully i will pass all modules or else next sem time table will be like crap.. will be back after the last paper on 21st and hopefully by then, i would roughly know how much i will score.. gd luck to all taking papers in poly..

no school for the next 2 weeks

2008-08-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

is it a good thing?? exams drawing near yet i m not down to study mood yet.. hopefully i can get going by tomorrow.. time is running out super fast.. can some1 help me get to study mood now?? desperate studying now might still help me pass.. somemore gonna stay over at lester's house in 4 days time.. cfm will not study on fri and sat.. i should seriously start dam NOW!!

blogging thx to alan's persistence

2008-07-12T22:27:00.001+08:00

due to alan's persuasion for me to blog, i shall blog 2day.. 1st-ly, i shall start off with the morning.. what was planned to study together with my friends ended up with dota at home.. anyway met cheney, don, alan and mok to go town and only cheney made a significant purchase.. donated a dollar each on the way and its kinda hard to reject these people.. anyway, after that we went separate ways after eating at just acia and went to meet my np friends..
went all the way to hougang but then when i reach there, shawn said the rest were at marina square.. LOL from town go hougang back to town..

2nd last day of the weekday

2008-07-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

its thursday today and it therefore concludes my long lectures and tutorials of this week.. tomorrow is slack day and sian have to still go to school.. anyway, supposed to join my sajc friends at their college day tmr but it seem like it cant be possible.. 1 o clock dismissal means i will miss my class so haix, another time perhaps..
had a long day in school 2day.. and i m worried about my cca.. it's been ages since i last touched a floorball stick and i have only attended 1 training in the entire semester(not including the camp).. been dota-ing lately and not focussed on studying yet... i really wanna get down to work but there is no pushing force to get me going.. i really hope that by next week, i will get down to serious stuff..

a lively day out yesterday

2008-06-29T10:16:00.002+08:00

played soccer early in the morning and it was quite fun as there were enough people on the court to at least play a proper match.. some other people came in and we played against them and we won more matches than lost.. after this tiring game, we went to plaza sing through MRT (dam!!) and then went to our usual haunt of just acia for lunch.. slacked there for quite a long period of time, jerome left halfway coz he got smth on, played hearts with don, cheney (the loser) and nic while sean and ting meddled with my lappie (doing stupid stuff) b4 ting knocked out after 1 night without sleep.. after our game, ting went home as he seemed like a half-dead guy and we went to walk.. not long after mok said he was coming to meet us.. we walked through plaza sing and saw quite a number of familiar faces, some of which include don's classmate, alvin, keith and sherwin, ....
we did smth real dumb although it wasnt intentional.. sean tried to whack some1 with a balloon and the balloon came off the stick and it flew right down from the 7th floor to the 1st.. as we go down to retrieve it, a dumb pig went to spin the stick with his hand outside the escalator.. and no doubt, his skills sux so the stick dropped from the 4th floor all the way to B2.. WTH!!!
went to arcade for a while and played some 'throw screen' game then went for dinner at KPT.. after that went to take bus with Mok and nic and smth really funny happened.. shall not mention here.. and nic had a fun time msg-ing thru the day as well.. thats about it

grandma's birthday

2008-06-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

went out for lunch with my cousins and grandma to celebrate my grandma's 70+ birthday.. went to Bayview Hotel for lunch and then went to cathay for a while.. saw Bryan Tan and Jotham there at the Adidas shop.. anyway went home after that and slacked till dinner time.. went to makan out and came home around 9.. shall sleep early 2day as sch is on tmr.. SIANZZZ.. i havent study a bit at all during the holidays and I regretted not at least reading a bit.. its too late now....

a day out slacking

2008-06-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

went to meet donavan, mok and cheney at pp to study and play soccer and well, the former wasnt achieved but we managed to achieve the latter.. played soccer at the court and juz whacking here n there with the pig's ball.. anyway, went out with fong wai n lester later on together with sean n don who went for lessons.. cheney almost got caught inside the mrt but our pang-seh plan failed.. anyway went to Far East and FW and Lester cut their hair..
so we slacked at carls junior while waiting for them.. then off we went walking around far east and talking crap.. E.G: i said TMR u die sean.. but just before i said TMR one guy selling clothes was like telling us to go in and have a look.. so imagine his face when i said TMR by accident.. LOL.. ok then from there home we went and I regretted spamming my ez link card on mrt.. waste money only sia.. ok dota time at night!!! I REALLY WANT TO START REVISING FOR I DUN KNOW ANYTHING!!!!!

another day at home with aching legs

2008-06-17T00:15:00.003+08:00

stayed home the whole day and only went out for dinner.. as usual woke up super late at 12+ and then on my com.. played dota for a while and then ate lunch at around 3.. after that, slacked on my com for the whole afternoon.. wanted to go watch a match featuring super reds and gombak.. but my aching legs are telling me 'no'.. so i decided to rest my legs.. i guess more warm up is needed before playing soccer or else cfm got cramp.. ok back from dinner, dota once again and i guess gonna watch euro later on.. if i can survive the hours of waiting till kick-off...........

a good and enjoyable day today

2008-06-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

played soccer super early in the morning.. and we were supposed to play against ting's friend team but his friend got pang seh-ed by his team.. anyway, at punggol CC, we played against a Punggol CC team and not surprising we lost by a huge margin of 7-1.. this is the difference between regular 11-a-side players and 5-a-side street soccer players.. had cramp just right after the start of the 2nd half so i juz played keeper.. when i came in, alan scored.. this shows i m a lucky charm:)
after the match went to eat at hougang mall and then went to cheney hse supposedly to swim.. nv bring swimming trunks so got chased by the guards later on.. played tai-ti by the pool.. then went on to heartland mall to eat.. then played hearts LOL.. we are cards-addict!! then home we go to dota..

a typical night dota

2008-06-14T02:08:00.003+08:00

stayed home in the morning today and was supposed to play soccer in the afternoon. as expected, the turnout was far from satisfactory so we decided against playing. mok n I slacked at macs till ting said he can go j8. saw jeremy lim and his gf at macs. anyway so off we went to j8 and in search of the singapore match vs saudi tickets at home united club. to our dismay, the tix were sold out.. OMG!! we walked so far just to find out that the tix are all sold out!!!! WTH!!! took a walk to j8 and slacked at LJS.. saw mia sim there and yea caught up a little.. then home i went and dota-ed for the night.. 1-1 italy vs romania.. omg romania missed a penalty or else italy is out.. zzz

not really a good day yesterday..

2008-06-13T12:07:00.004+08:00

'studied' at macs early in the morning yesterday with alan and nic and we ended up viwawa-ing.. anyway went to play soccer for a while where we met Fong Wai and Lester before we went to makan at broadway. then we proceeded to macs again and saw FW and Lester again. That stupid lester went into a frenzy and ended up in me hurting a knuckle. IDIOT.. then we stoned at macs while waiting for cheney and mok. following that, we went to jalan besar stadium to watch the young lions take on gombak. it was quite interesting as the match ended in a 1-1 draw.. then went to have dinner at eminent before heading home. croatia 2 1 germany.. what the hell is germany doing?

a day spent mostly at home

2008-06-09T19:03:00.002+08:00

today wasnt much of a day. woke up, had lunch somewhere close and came home dota. till dinner time went out da bao back and ate. quite a boring day i mush say. hopefully the rest of the holidays are spent much better and more meaningful.

pre birthday celebration

2008-06-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

today had a celebration for jon with 1s10 and we ate at Seoul Garden which was at Marina Square. Played soccer with SA clique before heading down to Marina Square and it was Lau B fault we were late. Anyway, as we were about to finish we saw the SA clique and Seoul Garden. Probably because they are wandering around too. Then went to play bowling coz pool was pretty expensive. Quite happy i got high scores:) Then went to the arcade for a short while. We played Daytona and we agreed the last guy would have to play para para. And I was suay enough to be last because of a stupid move to take a shortcut by the pit stop only to be stopped by the people changing the wheels. So I faced up to the forfeit and omg luckily not many people were around. Left soon after and met up with SA clique at their recent favourite hangout. slacked there before heading home. i guess it is dota time now. hopefully i wont get pwn

micro econs common test

2008-06-03T19:20:00.002+08:00

had microeconomics test 2day and it was kinda scary being unprepared for the test. Anyway went off juz before the 10 mins time limit at the end where nobody was allowed to leave. And discussed the questions outside and I was quite happy with the way the questions turn out. At least I believe I can pass. Omg tomorrow is a subject where everybody loathes. i cant even be bothered to study. 1 more day to go. and it's the end of the common test. HoLiDaYS coming in 2 days time. ShiOK

Post for yesterday

2008-06-03T10:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a day meant for studying and I woke up slightly late because I was dam tired. Met Alan and Nic at Macs and studied we did. But our attention span was not long and so we went to eat not soon after. Then we went to Alan's house and continued to study and slack there. However, time was up pretty quickly and we went to meet Mok to go watch the soccer match between Singapore and some 'Uzebakistan' team if I spelt correct. And certainly we werent expecting a large crowd to gather to buy the tickets.
Queued till we sweat and how hot and stuffy it was. Managed to finally get in after around 30 mins or more. It was already 2-2 by then and to our horror, the first step to catch a glimpse of the pitch turned out to be another goal for the Uze. What suay-ness have we brought upon Singapore?? It ended 7-3 in their favour but it was a well-fought match.
After the match, we went around hunting for food. First we went to the food court but the queue for all the stalls were ultra long and stock was low. So we went to KFC where they were about to close so we headed to the bigger branch of KFC and Macs. But it was filled with people as well. Finally we decided to go to Boon Keng and have a Macs meal to fill our empty stomach. Then home I went. And to top it up with a BAD day 2day except for the excitement of the match, I HAVE A DAM TEST TODAY!!! later in 5 hours time.. This is really terrible for me..

30 May 2008

2008-05-30T18:29:00.004+08:00

I cant seem to post consistently everyday and I think I shall try to post at least 5 times a month. Anyway, time past really quickly and the start of common test is just tomorrow. Damn it I am not even fully prepared. The past week was e-learning week and I need not go to school. Some significant thing I did was to work on Wednesday at school where we got scammed although I left early to watch a soccer match. singapore lost 1-0 thanks to a lapse in concentration and luckily at least there was a goal in the match. also crashed SR yesterday with my PAE friends namely Sam Lau and Linyi. Went there with Nic but oops pang seh him later. Met Jon, Joel, Yue Ying and Loke there at SR. What turned out to be supposedly studying there became talking and catching up. And we also went to play bowling at the alley there. Seemed like a long time since I last played... Right now today, I shall mug and stop playing till Wed where exams are over.
It was also the first time it rained on a friday afternoon and there goes my soccer S & W. We did physical instead.. what a waste of time.. Ok time to mug!!!

8 May 2008

2008-05-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

time really passes very fast.. now 3 weeks of school have already passed.. I am taking 6 modules and am lagging behind now.. however, there's still time to catch up if I stop slacking.. my cca is most likely floorball and it's a new sport I wanna try out.. school is considered quite slack because there issnt like strict rules to follow nor teachers to scold and discipline.. I really have too many things to write and I cant seem to think of them now.. and common test coming up in 1 month time.. projects are aplenty and stretches for long periods of time and they seem never ending..
saturday soccer seem so dead as people always fail to turn up and it always seem that only a few commited people will come.. tutorials arrive too quickly and I usually fail to finish my work on time.. playing during lecture is like so common and I think I have to stop soon or else this can affect me greatly.. is poly life>jc life??? sometimes i still feel like studying in jc as it seems more organized and direct.. but its too late.. ok TIME TO START STUDYING SERIOUSLY!!! and hopefully got more time to continue blogging.......

22 March 2008

2008-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

havent written a post for a very long time.. and anyway, posted to NP banking course... couldnt get into SAJC and so, opted for poly.. 14 points for o levels, just dam 1 point short to get into SA.. waiting for poly term to start and so am very free now.. still meeting up with my ex 1s10 class from PAE SRJC:) if only this class was my class for 2 years...
anyway, shall talk bout recent stuff.. yesterday my internet spoil so cannot come online and i wanted to blog yesterday.. went out wif mok n ting yesterday.. we went to pepper lunch at orchard (taka) and it was an experience i will never forget.. when eating my food halfway, i had a freaking pain headache.. at first i thought it will go away after a while but as it dragged on, i lost my appetite and juz laid on the table.. then i felt like vomitting but nothing came out.. so, mok n ting went ti get panadol for me.. it's so difficult to find somewhere that sells 1-2 tablets so they bought a whole box.. took 1 panadol at 1st then rested on the table.. soon after, i vomitted.. but my head was still pain.. wasted my money as i only ate half the plate.. the rest was taken by mok n ting.. not sure if they finished it though.. then i popped another tablet in after around 10 mins. and once again i vomitted after a few minutes.. felt so much better and i think maybe even recover liao.. thx mok n ting for helping me recover so quickly:)
then we walked around orchard till dhoby ghaut and slacked there.. met nic n cheney for dinner as well.. then we went cathay to visit the adidas shop and continued talking till it was time to spilt..
went to watch SINGAPORE vs AUSTRALIA today and it ended in a bore draw.. what a coincidence i saw 01 at city hall mrt... didnt even notice her till cheney indirectly pointed her out.. anyway it was pouring b4 the match started and the seats were a bit wet.. both teams had chances to win the game but no finishes.. a gd result for singapore:) ok enuf writing..

6 January 2008

2008-01-06T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today was a usual Sunday and I woke up at 12.. Checked national team manager and found out that I am in the semis.. The game seem so easy even though I am taking a lousy team.. Anyway school is on tmr and I sort of look forward to it.. And forgotten to add, my orientation group is Aquila 3 and the cheer is quite kool.. neh mind instead of never mind.. Anyway I guess the group is gonna split up and we have yet another group.. How I wish I didnt need to split as I need to start again knowing others.. Life goes on!!!
Liverpool match 2night.. FA CuP: Liverpool vs Luton... My guess is 3-0 liverpool wif goals from babel, lucas and crouch.. And I hope Benitez doesnt tinker so much again.. Ever since we went to different schools. I think we will drift further apart except for meetings on saturday where we meet to play soccer.. Somebody pls think of better things to do so as to make full use of SAturday.. So, cya SRJCians tmr..

5 January 2008

2008-01-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

Start of a new year and a new beginning for many i guess.. 'O' levels was long over and I guess I have been too busy enjoying such that I didnt blog for damn long.. Was posted to SRJC for the so called 1st 3 months based on my prelims results and I had been there for 3 days already.. My Orientation Group is a quiet group and so didnt talk much there.. Just yesterday, we had a college dance and many I guess were nervous b4 the dance.. They paired us up (1 guy, 1 girl) and they taught us the moves..
It was an hour long dance and then after this dance, we played a game called Polar Bear.. Then after that did some cheers and it was time for de-brief.. After that, home we went.. Compared with the other JCs, I think that SR is dismissed the earliest and that is sort of good..
I juz hope to make more frens as I go along and enjoy my stay in the school.. 'O' levels results should be coming out in arounf 3 weeks and so, I wish all the best for their 'O' levels results..

16 October 2007

2007-10-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

5 more days to 'O' levels excluding today.. time to mug like siao and i can't really focus seriously on my work juz yet.. DAm it.. Must start concentrating liao!!! pls juz let me put aside all fun and games for this period of time! I must get my target of 9 points for the O's.. I can do it:) might be tha last time i am blogging b4 'O's.. Gd LuCk

14 October 2007

2007-10-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

Finally back after such a long time.. prelims was horrible as I got a mere 17 points(supposedly 18) and it is so far off from my target.. Thoughts of entering sajc for the 1st 3 months are dashed and the possibility of going there wif my 'O' levels results seem a bit tough to get.. Nevertheless I shall try my very best to enter and hopefully get into the science stream..
England beat France in the World Cup and I am dam happy as they fight their way into tthe finals.. My hope now is for them to retain the trophy they got 4 years ago.. MEanwhile, England need a point against Russia to qualify for the Euro 2008.. I reckon they will win 3-1 and goals coming from owen and gerrard.. Anyway, the o levels is just round the corner and I havent seriously got into the mood to mug yet!! DiE liao.. SOMEBODY OR SOMETHING pls help me change my mindset and let me love stuyding noW, at least till the o levels is over..
To those that read my blog, I wish u all taking the o levels all the best and achieve what u set out to achieve.. Could be the last blog before 'O's...

19 August 2007

2007-08-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

A wet Sunday today and it was pouring almost the whole afternoon.. Woke up to check the application for ofm and only to find out it was not accepted yet.. Then, went to study chem and drew up a time table to follow for prelims.. Started off with chem today and it was a slow start as I only started off with the oxides like acidic, neutral, basic and amphoteric and metals.. Not really done much despite spending so much time so I hope to buck up starting 2morrow.. Prelims is nearing!!!
SO to all taking the 'o' levels tis year, GD LUCK TO U!! This is the last post I will be make and then it would be after prelims when I blog again or maybe even after the 'o' levels..

13 August 2007

2007-08-13T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today was the day where we got back our results for the chinese 'o' levels results.. Was expecting a B but preferably A and in the end got what most people got.. B3.. Anyway this was not too bad as some people who were considered quite good in chinese got worse results they don't deserve.. I cant believe only 10+ people in the whole school got distinction as in an A for chinese.. This is really terrible results!!
And getting this kind of results meant that we had to make a tough choice of retaking the chinese paper again.. Some of us got distinction and some of us got merit for oral and some wants to retake and some dont.. So it is all up to one's choice of choosing between a higher grade or putting attention elsewhere in other subjects.. For me, I think I would retake coz I believe I am capable of better marks..
So, stayed back after school for Maths remedial and actually she said we can go if we finished the Maths paper.. We finished quite early and she went out of class to the LT so we were alone.. Mok took out a tennis ball and we started throwing around.. Soon it became a game of dodgeball and I was alone taking on 4 people.. So unfair!! Anyway Cheney got hit the most I guess and Mok got hit in the head while I only kena my back..
Went home after a few minutes of whacking.. Went to the usual place BroadWay to eat 1st and then home.. Supposed to study SS today but I think I slacked the whole day.. Dam it!! maybe the results spoilt the mood